So much to do, so little time

There is not a time that I would not think about my assignments. While in the eating, before sleep, when I wake up, in the train, bathroom. It is as if I live for assignment. Don't want to screw up my final semester in college.

I have a busy schedule recently, juggling my time classes, tutorial questions, work, friends, boyfriend, family, leisure. I can't wait for the moment of doing nothing to come. Sit by the corner and stone without working my brain. Yes, just do nothing.

You know... this might sound random and stupid but I can't help thinking about this lately. "I wish I am prettier, thinner and smarter".

I guess that's why I am stress out because I am far from that.

Work harder Anna, for the things worth working hard for.

You know what...

"It's better to have loved and lost than to never loved at all"

This is beautiful and coincidently, it popped up three times in these few days. First, from a book I read, Be Careful What You Wish For by Alexandra Potter. Second, it was printed on a photograph I saw on Tumblr. Third, from my Ipod touch in the 55,000 Amazing Quotes.

So, I thought it's good to share it here.

My weekend

Here's a summary of what I did for the past few days:

Seafood dinner

Talk with baby

Farewell to Shih Mei

Movie at GSC Signature: Takers

Fish n Chips

Went up to look out point

Clubbing

Learn how to roll cigarettes

Korean BBQ

Japanese food

Movies at home: The Wedding Date, He's just not that into you, 27 dresses, Indiana Jones

Long sleep (to replace sleepless nights)

BBQ party

Now, having nice conversation with my best friend over live messenger. Enjoying a glass of tea.

Hoping that I don't sleep too early today because there are too many catch up to do.

Cheers

Hanging

I feel strange today. This is the loneliest day ever. Although I have my friends around me but I still feel so empty. Staring blank through the particles in the air, completely lost in deep thoughts. It's like having a long conversation with nobody but myself. I wish that it could be over, forgetting everything that I'm lacking. because it sucks.